February 2011
456 posts
No one knows.
no one knows. No one knows, i’ve been raped 3 times. no one knows the pain inside. No one knows what you did that day. No one knows you got away. No one knows the way you touched me, no one knows not even me. no one knows the nights i cry no one knows the sadness in each sigh, no one knows the panic i suffer no one knows im constantly undercovers, no one knows why i am the way i am, no one...
January 2011
79 posts
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i put pizza in my friends face for being a dick to me… got in a huge arguement because his weed is more important then our friendship, but i being the bigger person, said sorry and sent him an apology letter on facebook. He still wont talk to me.. it wasnt a lot of sauce on his face either… when i smacked it against him… ughhh idk what to do… what do i do?
havent been onnn in foreverrr.... I LOVE STEVEN...
phoneee
you have stolen my heart
10 more dayyyyys
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give me a second go
11 more days
just eleveeeen more days baby<3 i love youuu
just made a twitterr followw me:) janniexOx
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my dash is alll one person....
Just choke already
I hate waking up feeling like this. I hate feeling depressed, i hate feeling like i shouldn’t be here that i should be dead that im not good enough because i may have done things im not proud of but so have you, let me tell you i’ll never forget that night, ill never forget it because im always dreaming of it. The memory haunts my mind, a simple reminder of how badly you tore my heart into...
Dream.Nightmare. Call it what you wish
I wish i could have one day where i don’t wake up sweating and my eyes swollen shut from the tears. I wish one day that that memory would fade away, that it would dissipate and vanish. I can’t get that day out of my head. Everything was so perfect. Me and you were having the most amazing night. I loved you, i still do. More then anyone could ever believe. It was all perfect until that one...
Walk on egg shells.
Don’t you love when holidays roll around and your family starts fighting?. Arent they supposed to bring families together instead of tearing them apart? Thats exactly what happend. Mine fell apart. Always has been apart, i guess for a while, i’ve always known something was up. I’m not stupid. I’m sixteen and i know more about my parents relationship and their mistakes rather then making my...
Of course
Rape, Nightmares, dreams, hopes, lies, sex, dirt, remorse, happiness?… never, fake smiles, scent, perfume, cheats, pain…..lots and lots…. of pain, fire, burns, blood, blades, lies, comfort in the hand of a gun, tears, heavy breathing, closed doors, adrenaline, kissing, guys, make outs, dark nights, cold, body heat, snow, light, dark, stars, feilds, lies….., broken, pot, roach, joint, happy...
you
i shouldnt i cant, i have who i want i shouldnt like anyone else right?.. i know… i love him, more than anyone will ever understand, but then… you. i met you. you were there when the one i love wasn’t… i love him.. but what about you? i cant have you, i wanted you, but i couldnt have you then.. well i could, but you didnt want me enough to do anything about it, maybe you didnt know what to...
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touching, feeling up, groping, hurting me without even realizing it. is that all i am to people just some ass that they think they can fuck around with? is that what i fucking mean to you guys. it’s funny as shit first right… ha. after what 8 hours of fucking talking bout my ass or tits or some shit it still amuses u. I dont want to be touched. i dont want to be talked about. i dont want...
remember
I love the heat, the burning sensation… The color, the feel, the emotion, the tears as the burning ember slowly hits my wrist. I love the feeling of the pain… Just hold it there. Don’t move it away from my skin. let it hurt… Let it burn.. Let it slowly leave those dots on my wrist.I love this feeling. I love burning.
Stop
You think it’s funny… You think i don’t care, you think i’m chill about it because i don’t say anything. Have you ever wondered maybe the reason i generally don’t say anything is because i’ve fucking learned that men don’t realize what NO means. Just stop touching me, stop thinking about me in anyway sexual, it makes me sick to my stomach. Maybe i wouldn’t care if you would have stopped...
What to do
Every time i looked at you today i just didn’t know how to be myself. Theres something about you. and i refuse to cry infront of you. your idea you wanted to talk. we talked but so many things are left unanswered. but just to talk just me and you made me happy. lol the view from the second floor of the parking garage.. haha. you made me smile today. but you also made me tear up today. my...
lie
You toldd me lies so many times that your lies became your truths, sad thing is i bought it every fucking lie you ever told me i dealt with it, that was last year sweetie. This year i’m doin shit a different way. You lie to me, anyone, i will find out girls gotta a way of knowin shit well if u lie to me i’m cuttin you outa the picture, i hate liers and i sware if u lie to me again im just...
your killing my dash... i wonder who that could...
what if factor
i wanted to meet you, i wanted to see you, i wanted to talk to you, i want you to come up behind me and put your arms around me, i wanted you to hold me, to look me in the eyes and say you need me, i wanted you to be mine, i needed you to be mine, i wanted to yell at you, i wanted to hold you, i wanted to hug you, i love him, but then theres you, my what if factor… And what if we were...
Brian
Your an asshole, your the first person i am going to use names. You seriously think your all fucking that right?. So yeah we talked for like a week. Pj came back into my life what the fuck like i didn’t expect to sleep with him, im sorry i slept with him 3 times in 2 days like seriously I LOVE PJ with all my heart i wouldnt just sleep with him just to do it to hurt you or make you feel any...
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